i like how when my world seems to be falling apart everyone else’s seems to be falling together.  The ex boyfriend seems to have found true love in my doppleganger.. the only difference between her and i, is she’s the straightedge version of me.  The ex girlfriend seems to have found love in some straight girl who shes had feelings for apparently for the last 9 months. wonderful. hope that works out for you all.

And here i am alone. in bed. drinking a PBR by myself.  Depressing. maybe it sounds like the ideal evening for some. but for me i want someone to care about what i’m doing this evening. i want someone to clink beer cans with and say cheers to. 
God this is depressing to think about, why is it that all the world seems to be able to find love and i am like SEARCHING and there are ZERO prospects.  not even potentials…

Thats my problem.. i’m searching for love and not letting it happen organically the way its meant to happen… maybe the cosmos will sense how miserable i am and help me out.